It was the second time I saw them live in concert and I wasn’t surprised with how everything went really amazing that night. I lost my voice the next day. I screamed more than I did the first time I went to see them. I was crazy the whole night and enjoyed every second of it.
…………..I was very disappointed about what happened to me few hours before the concert. I was very sure that everything I need was on my suitcase. Little did I know, I left the very most important thing I have to bring to the concert. THE TICKETS. THE FREAKING CONCERT TICKETS!! We only had few minutes left before our train to Sheffield arrives and my friend asked me about the concert tickets. I couldn’t believe it when only that time I realized that I left them on my study table. My heart was pounding so hard that it felt like it was about to pop out. Lucky my friend asked me about the tickets before we got into the train otherwise it would be a complete disaster…!!! I had to go back to my flat to get them and for that we needed to catch the next train which was about an hour wait. We only had less than 2 hours left when we arrived in Sheffield to check ourselves in into the hotel and get ourselves ready.
I was very disappointed with myself but finally calmed myself down when I saw Nickelback coming out of the stage. It was a very memorable day indeed though we really haven’t had the chance to go around and explore Sheffield. Time was too precious for us and we needed to go back to Leicester before 3pm the next day.
Recently, I posted my Christmas wish list. And tonight, I want to add one more thing on that list…..
A less boring life
Boredom is killing me. I promised myself never to complain ever again. But then, I can’t help but moan about what is going with my life right now. I was NEVER contented (which is bad). I get irritated easily. I hate everything about myself. I’m too conscious with what I eat. I don’t get in touch with my old friends anymore. I’m so lazy. Sometimes I am happy. At times I’m quite and really sad. I am in a period of intense dramatic self-doubt. And with what’s going on with me recently, I am thinking…
–AM I HAVING A MID-LIFE CRISIS?!-
Yes. You can laugh all your arses out as loud as you can. I feel like I am old, though so IMMATURE.
But weren’t you supposed to feel this at the age of 40? Or when your married long enough to (and has kids) feel like something is wrong about your life? When you wake up and have no idea who you are or what you want? Mid-life crisis doesn’t sound wrong, as far as I’m concerned. Something about it sounds very right.
But then feeling this at my age is totally weird. (WEIRD.WEIRD.WEIRD.)
I couldn’t explain how I’m feeling when I woke up this morning. This is not the first time or even the second time I felt this. Couple of days ago, I feel so energized and motivated and then here I am feeling the other way round. There is something weird about me, (for sure sometimes you feel this too) and worst; I wanted to talk to someone: a PSYCHIATRIST (maybe). I’ve always wanted to see one. To find someone I can talk to about how and why the hell I feel and see things this way. Sometimes I feel like there really is something wrong with me. OMG. Is this something to worry about or what??? Or I am just over reacting?
I need to calm down. :-S
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
And gosh…This post explains how crazy really I am. *Sigh*
I can’t wait for the next episodes of PRISON BREAK. I have hell loads of exams at the end of this month and next month but NOTHING is going to stop me from watching the last 7 or 8 episodes of the last season.
I’m a little curious though because despite the confirmation by Fox that Season 4 will be the last season of Prison Break, epguides.com and tv.com are showing the first episode of Season 5 (???!!!). I got even more excited when I saw it but I think that Season 4 is going to be the final for Prison Break. *sobs*
Wentworth Miller, you are fucking gorgeous!!
The past few weeks, I noticed that there is this something that makes me drag my arse out of my bed so early every morning.
Life is at its best when you do things with the people who matters to you the most. The ‘extra’ maturity that keeps building within me makes me realize that things are best when shared together. There are so many things in this world that gives you the opposite meaning of life, handful of things that shows you what life really is all about.
I have few days left before I turn 21. I can still remember the time when I turned 18, I was alone at home, on the computer surfing the net and Friendster hopping. My dad was working, my brother is in school and my mom was in the Philippines at that time. It made me hate my birthday ever since. I never wanted to celebrate my other birthdays anymore. It made me hate celebrations, loathed surprises, made me think that gifts don’t exist anymore and generally made me feel like there is NO ME. The result was very weird, it made me want to be 18 FOREVER –and it scares me every time I think about growing old and never really having the chance to do certain things a woman the same age as me should actually do. Frankly speaking, I was mad. But then, it’s been years since it happened and so like what I always do, I FORGET IT.
Today I was pondering and arguing with myself.
Random things that came across my mind:
- I seriously want braces.
- I want a Pomeranian puppy
- I want motivation
- I’ve been a pescan for almost 3 years now and so I am debating with myself for quite few days now =TO EAT MEAT or NOT TO EAT MEAT?
- To love or not to love
- I want to change my course and do something different
- I am definitely going on a holiday this year = PHILIPPINES or GREECE?
- I am craving SISIG! Weird because you only crave foods that you’ve already tasted but I haven’t tried eating SISIG yet.
- I want chicken adobo
- I trust you and so don’t let me down
- I am becoming more and more moody everyday
- I don’t find life very interesting this month
- I thought I am a superstar .lol.
- To quit gym or not to quit gym?
- I have two exams this month and I haven’t started revising yet
- I can’t wait to finish my first year in doing this course
- I want a second tattoo
- I want my dad and my mom to have a peaceful mind and heart starting NOW
- I miss my siblings (My ate, my kuya, Lester and bogs)
- I am a sucker for chocolates
- I want a double NOT SINGLE bed
- I want to hire a chef
- I thought I am a hard-worker (akala ko lang pala)
- I was never satisfied
- Someone knocked and so I am going to let him in
- My life is full of drama and they are ALL bullshit
- I WANT SOMEONE TO HUG ME FOREVER
My exams are finally over. My first year in University went really fast and I didn’t even realized until now that I am officially on a vacation, for FIVE AWESOME MONTHS! It just feels so good to wake up every morning and not think about revising for an exam, doing a coursework or even planning what to wear to Uni the night before a lecture. I can now wake up anytime I want (except when I am working) and even not go to bed at all and just spend the whole night surfing the net, watching movies and the like. I can be a NORMAL human being again. LOL! I have to say that I was under so much pressure during exam revisions. But still I am happy for the fact that I have a feeling, I did well on my exams. (Yey! Go me!) I would be such a saddo to say that I will miss the library to bits! Haha! But really, I will. LOL And of course I am going to miss my friends too.