Its been a while….

I have been so busy with lots of things lately. My to-do-list is chasing me. Essays to do are all piled up on my desk. Cleaning. Laundry. Shopping. Everything!

I have been invited to a number of night outs/parties recently but I have, maybe need to say “I can’t, maybe next time”. I am trying to isolate myself from things which I know will make me happy. It’s sad. I am sad.

It was a dreadful night last night. I couldn’t try and get myself to sleep. My mind was way too pre-occupied with things. And worst, a friend rang me and told me the saddest news of all. It’s probably the last thing I would ever want to hear. I was completely torn apart, I can still feel the pain until now. I couldn’t do anything. I cried, the best thing I can do for myself was to let it all out. My eyes were wide open until 7 in the morning. I wasnt’t able to go to my lectures, which was at 9. I stayed in my bed all day. Thinking of how and why this is happening.

It’s been a while. It’s been a while since I’ve spoken to him. I feel like I am so un-attached to him. Not letting him inside me. Not even talking to him at all. Not thanking him for all these. Not even saying “Hi” or “Hello”. It’s not me. This is not me. Everything is all over the place. I don’t know. I really don’t know…. I am confused..

I didnt realized until now, that I am STILL sitting under a huge question mark…..

I went to the bar last night with some of my (newfound) friends from University. I didn’t go to this bar during fresher’s week so I said “why not try”. The building is divided into two rooms. One is called LIQUID and the other ENVY.

I went down my friend’s flat /room hall before going to the club and I must say I am so jealous because it is bigger than where I am staying at right now.=p She was playing this RNB music on her ipod and I asked her if those were the type of songs they play in that bar. And she said, “well sort of but we are going to be dancing with BHANGRA music. And to my horror , I asked her “what do you mean BHANGRA?!” (OMG. This is going to be a nightmare). It is just because I haven’t been to a bar that play’s BHANGRA music. It’s always Techno and RNB but I prefer the latter. Then I asked her to play a BHANGRA music. Not with so much surprise, I knew that it is more like Indian music type of thing BUT unknown by me, with a mix of RNB beat. I asked her if she could understand the words (She is an Asian-Indian btw) and she said “Kind of, but you don’t have to listen to the lyrics, you just got to dance with the beat.

And off we go to the club with even more Indian/Pakistan people around me. (I have nothing against them btw, it’s just weird.) We went to envy. And I must say, party animals were all over the place. And the music?! “GOSH. I’M GLAD I CAME HERE.” I told myself.

Bhangra (RNB) music is really cool. The dancefloor was packed with people, including us, dancing, screaming, raising their hands, doing weird-crazy yet amazing dance moves etc. I couldn’t believe it. The music playing at the ENVY bar was way way cooler than that at the LIQUID bar. We dance and dance and dance for 3hours on the dancefloor, nonstop. It was hell of an experience and I felt like I was in India that night.

The music, was totally unexpectedly cool, very very lively and so much fun.
The people were very lively, they did some sort of Indian/Pakistan moves which I btw totally loved!
This is an example of the music we were dancing with but with a really really loud BASS and BEAT.

Some photos:

For some, they mind find that this totally sucks, but TRUST me, you got to experienced it first before saying anything. =)

I can’t believe this.

I haven’t been able to update myself with what’s going on with her but Nicole, yes Nicole Richie is launching her new jewelry collection this November. I am truly excited about this.

I love cocktail rings and I will always be a fan of accessories and jewelries. That oversized gold-plated sunburst ring she’s wearing is absolutely GORGEOUS and a must-have. I truly love every piece she’s wearing on this photo. Especially that gold-plated headpiece. And those large bangles and the cuffs. OMG!

I wish I can go to the new Kitson on Melrose Avenue (Oh I wish) where Nicole’s jewelry line will debut. But that is in LA and I am miles away from that place. But the good news is, these pieces will be also available online at Shopkitson.com and (cough, online shopping on its way, cough).

Having said that, Nicole Richie is one of my favorite fashion icon. I love the way she dress her self up from head to toe. Even when she was still pregnant with Harlow, she never lets her pregnancy get in her way of dressing up very fashionably.

Images were borrowed from her photo gallery.

I love you Nicole.

I’ve been a pesco-vegetarian for almost 3 years now. Pesco-vegetarian is a person who eats any combination of veggies, fruit, nuts, beans, fish and seafoods but will not eat mammals or birds. I seldom eat eggs but I do include milk, only skimmed milk on my diet.

Today, I made myself a meal which is low fat but very tasty.

Ingredients used:
Quorn chicken style pieces
Chilli sauce from mcdos
Pepper
Oil
Pinch of salt

Trust me, it is very delicious indeed. I’ve learned about this dish when I was still in school. Every Thursday, the dinner ladies will serve this dish. They normally serve it with chips/oven baked fries but today, I had it with wholegrain bread.

The main ingredient is the QUORN CHICKEN STYLE PIECES that I bought from Iceland before. Quorn (from wikipedia site) is the leading brand of mycoprotein food product in the UK and a leading brand elsewhere. Mycoprotein is a generic term for protein-rich foodstuffs made from processed edible fungus.
P. S Personally, I quite don’t like this definition especially the word fungus. Eeeek.
I also used Chilli Sauce from Mcdonalds because this is the best chilli sauce I have ever tasted.

For more info about QUORN click here.

I’ve been mad, maybe obsessed about shoes ever since…….. I-couldn’t-even-remember-when.
And I strongly agree with the saying that “Shoes are a girl’s best friend”. But shoes are not only my bestfriend, they are my “first love”.
Heels are my number 1 admiration. I have a number of pairs in my wardrobe. Most of them are very much used, some are slightly used and others were bought only to give them a home. =)

I visited style.com and saw this.

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT is the right term to describe how I felt when I saw this photo. The perfect heels (coz its not too high and not too low), the glimmery texture, the combination of black and gold and the BRAND. I couldn’t ask for more! I want this pair of pump-wedges and I want them NOW!!!! They are not the every day shoes (obviously) but they are gorgeous. They are sexy, very sexy and very very sexy. I could literally make babies with them.

But the truth really does hurt. I can’t afford to buy myself this pair of LOUIS VUITTON pump-wedges; not yet. Well who knows, maybe few years from now, I will be able to buy myself not just a pair of Louis Vuitton shoes but HUNDREDS.

Marc Jacobs, I lavva yah!