I hate dramas you know and I am doing it right now.

I want my old life back. I need a little push to get me back on track! As I get older, I lack motivation, I lose hope, I always get bored, I don’t get along, I always want something new and different, I waste my time doing nothing and as I get older I become more and more and even more hesitant about ALMOST EVERYTHING. I feel very very uncontented. It’s so damn hard to please MYSELF.

I was chatting to a friend last night and I told her that I want to quit University. Go back home. Get a job. Save money. And travel. Something that I am so tempted to do (it’s like a box full of chocolates!). I need to know where the hell I am going and what direction I am heading.

So so so. The only person I know, who can help me get out of this side and move on to the other is none other than…………. *Drums* MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

I have so many plans that I really really want to do, crazy enough I even made myself a BUCKET LIST.

-Go back to the gym
-Bake a cake (Haven’t tried this. lol)
-Leave the world of vegetarians and eat a BIG MAC
-Smack a manager before leaving my part-time job
-Do a volunteer work
-Scuba dive
-Drive down Metro Manila Road
-Get drunk and kiss a girl
-Hitchhike
-Cut my wrist and get confined
-Rob a bank and get jailed
-Fart and burp loud during a lecture
-Eat a dog
-Do the cha cha
-The fuck am i saying????

I’m crazy/////

Anyways, apologies for this very useless post.
Will post again when I’m back to Normal.