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TO or NOT TO?

March8

The past few weeks, I noticed that there is this something that makes me drag my arse out of my bed so early every morning.

Life is at its best when you do things with the people who matters to you the most. The ‘extra’ maturity that keeps building within me makes me realize that things are best when shared together. There are so many things in this world that gives you the opposite meaning of life, handful of things that shows you what life really is all about.
I have few days left before I turn 21. I can still remember the time when I turned 18, I was alone at home, on the computer surfing the net and Friendster hopping. My dad was working, my brother is in school and my mom was in the Philippines at that time. It made me hate my birthday ever since. I never wanted to celebrate my other birthdays anymore. It made me hate celebrations, loathed surprises, made me think that gifts don’t exist anymore and generally made me feel like there is NO ME. The result was very weird, it made me want to be 18 FOREVER –and it scares me every time I think about growing old and never really having the chance to do certain things a woman the same age as me should actually do. Frankly speaking, I was mad. But then, it’s been years since it happened and so like what I always do, I FORGET IT.
Today I was pondering and arguing with myself.

Random things that came across my mind:
- I seriously want braces.
- I want a Pomeranian puppy
- I want motivation
- I’ve been a pescan for almost 3 years now and so I am debating with myself for quite few days now =TO EAT MEAT or NOT TO EAT MEAT?
- To love or not to love
- I want to change my course and do something different
- I am definitely going on a holiday this year = PHILIPPINES or GREECE?
- I am craving SISIG! Weird because you only crave foods that you’ve already tasted but I haven’t tried eating SISIG yet.
- I want chicken adobo
- I trust you and so don’t let me down
- I am becoming more and more moody everyday
- I don’t find life very interesting this month
- I thought I am a superstar .lol.
- To quit gym or not to quit gym?
- I have two exams this month and I haven’t started revising yet
- I can’t wait to finish my first year in doing this course
- I want a second tattoo
- I want my dad and my mom to have a peaceful mind and heart starting NOW
- I miss my siblings (My ate, my kuya, Lester and bogs)
- I am a sucker for chocolates
- I want a double NOT SINGLE bed
- I want to hire a chef
- I thought I am a hard-worker (akala ko lang pala)
- I was never satisfied
- Someone knocked and so I am going to let him in
- My life is full of drama and they are ALL bullshit
- I WANT SOMEONE TO HUG ME FOREVER

posted under Life & Drama
5 Comments to

“TO or NOT TO?”

  1. On March 9th, 2009 at 9:42 pm ella Says:

    “Someone knocked and so I am going to let him in”
    so is this means that “kau na”

  2. On March 18th, 2009 at 10:25 pm Donn Says:

    Don’t worry boss, i’m always here for you and i promise i wont let u down..

  3. On March 24th, 2009 at 11:49 pm Fei Says:

    Meat is yummy, I’m telling you. lol. Ahh, you’re going to the Philippines? NOOOO. Wait, til I get back there. lol. haha. So, for the meantime, just go to Greece. lmao

  4. On April 9th, 2009 at 2:06 am lokalici0us Says:

    advice n D m0h mareregret…dnt quit going 2 d gym!!! arrrr lalo n mhilig k sa chocol8s or iba png fattening n foods LOL

  5. On April 9th, 2009 at 2:55 pm jinxerschica Says:

    GREECE definitely lol !!! and yes, eating meat is the way forward !! =p xx

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