Just wishing everyone a very MERRY CHRISTMAS! =)
7 hours and 30 minutes until Christmas. (UK)
I am so glad to be back here in Wales and to have 3 weeks off from University.

Right Now:
My mom is cooking food for our Noche Buena tonight.
My Brother is asleep and is snoring like crazy.
I am about to wash my hair coz I had it dyed an hour ago.
My sister (Ate Ramella) and my Brother (Kuya Jong) who are in Singapore right now are celebrating Christmas already.
My Brother (Lester), who is in the Philippines, is probably still awake and maybe watching tv programs. We couldn’t get hold of him because of the busy phone line.

I will be out later tonight down town with friends. Probably going to get incredibly drunk and we will surely be dancing like hoes. lol

I hope everyone is having the a happy Christmas.
God bless you all!!! xxxxxxxxxxxx

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!
I LOVE YOU

Recently, I posted my Christmas wish list. And tonight, I want to add one more thing on that list…..

A less boring life

Boredom is killing me. I promised myself never to complain ever again. But then, I can’t help but moan about what is going with my life right now. I was NEVER contented (which is bad). I get irritated easily. I hate everything about myself. I’m too conscious with what I eat. I don’t get in touch with my old friends anymore. I’m so lazy. Sometimes I am happy. At times I’m quite and really sad. I am in a period of intense dramatic self-doubt. And with what’s going on with me recently, I am thinking…

–AM I HAVING A MID-LIFE CRISIS?!-

Yes. You can laugh all your arses out as loud as you can. I feel like I am old, though so IMMATURE.
But weren’t you supposed to feel this at the age of 40? Or when your married long enough to (and has kids) feel like something is wrong about your life? When you wake up and have no idea who you are or what you want? Mid-life crisis doesn’t sound wrong, as far as I’m concerned. Something about it sounds very right.
But then feeling this at my age is totally weird. (WEIRD.WEIRD.WEIRD.)
I couldn’t explain how I’m feeling when I woke up this morning. This is not the first time or even the second time I felt this. Couple of days ago, I feel so energized and motivated and then here I am feeling the other way round. There is something weird about me, (for sure sometimes you feel this too) and worst; I wanted to talk to someone: a PSYCHIATRIST (maybe). I’ve always wanted to see one. To find someone I can talk to about how and why the hell I feel and see things this way. Sometimes I feel like there really is something wrong with me. OMG. Is this something to worry about or what??? Or I am just over reacting?
I need to calm down. :-S
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

And gosh…This post explains how crazy really I am. *Sigh*

Christmas is just less than two months away. And I know I am not the only one who is surprised with how quick days have actually gone past. This is going to be my 4th Christmas here in UK. I was planning to go back to the Philippines this December because I really missed how Filipinos celebrate Christmas, but unfortunately things are not acting the way I wanted/planned them to be.
Looking back, I missed how my mom asks my brothers to decorate our two Indian trees outside the house with Christmas lights around them. The way us, and not only us but almost everyone decorate their houses with bright Christmas decorations. I missed waking up at 3am to attend”Misa de Gallo (Simbang gabi). I am craving since God-knows-when native foods such as “puto bumbong” (rice steamed inside a “bumbong,” or small bamboo tube), “bibingka” (rice cake with salted eggs and fresh coconut meat) and “suman” (steamed rice wrapped in banana leaves) which are normally sold outside the church. I missed the carolers who visit our house, serenading us with Christmas carols using their musical instruments. And more!!! It’s just the best way to celebrate Christmas. I keep telling my friends (not Filipinos) here in UK about how we, Filipinos, celebrate Christmas in the Philippines. I want them to experience the real Christmas, which for me, is Filipino Christmas -where everyone is just so excited that as soon as September arrives, Christmas has arrived. *Sigh*
I love Christmas! My Christmas list is (at this very moment) teeming. I don’t want to write them all down here but I will do anyway just so when friends and family visit my blog, they won’t have a hard time thinking of what to give me this coming Christmas. I will even include pictures to make life even easier for them. Hahaha!

Of course these only are things that I HOPE I can have this Christmas. I still wish happiness and good health for my family and friends, World Peace and Food for everyone in this world. =)